February 2012
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A bottle of strawberry wine will save me tonight.
You and I; we will never be the same again.
No more intense bond between us. No more exchanging of texts and silly stories from our daily lives. No more taking fast glimpses of one another and having huge smiles when we look away. No more secrets to share from either of us. No more funny and ridiculous teases that always knock us out from laughing hysterically. No more sharing of seats and...
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This is definitely the most painful yet.
It’s difficult to flash a smile at you whenever you greet me a “Hi.” I couldn’t even completely smile back and look into your eyes anymore.
This has been haunting me since the day I knew that you like her.
And what made me more confused was when you told me that you don’t want me to ignore you. I get the sense within your thought, okay. I get that we’re...
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Date A Girl Who Travels
Date a girl who travels. Date a girl who would rather save up for out of town trips or day trips than buy new shoes or clothes. She may not look like a fashion plate, but behind that tanned and freckled face from all the days out in the sun, lies a mind that can take you places and an open heart that will take you for what you are, not for what you can be.
Date a girl who travels. You’ll...
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This is how you move on: you ignore all texts, calls, @ mentions, and whatever else he’ll try to do to catch your attention. Focus on what you’re doing and what is definitely more important to you right now (e.g. education, grades, future, vacation…)
You have lived mostly of your life without his existence; starting to neglect him isn’t all that hard now, is it?
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“And what is a kiss, specifically? A pledge properly sealed, a promise seasoned...”
– Cyrano de Bergerac
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Departing. Reconciling. Seniors.; Memories will...
It was the Seniors’ last regular day. Next week they’ll be taking their periodic exams and practices for graduation. Obviously, almost every single one of them cried their hearts out to bid farewell and thank each others’ company for the past wonderful years.
Although I’m not a senior (but an incoming one), I also cried. Why? I am very close to their batch and my best...
Even though I lost him, it’s okay. I have mitigated the pain and accepted it already. You lose and you gain; it always happen and it’s inevitable.
After all…
Last Friday night, I gained back a very dear man to my life and heart once again.
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Pag-Alis - Barbie Almalbis
Kung wala ka nang...
He loved her behind my back…
Let me breathe air.
I’m taking a deep breath and letting all of this anger fade.
I say words that can go beyond high ceilings and thousand of ships sinking.
No one, not even I, can contain all the anger that runs through my veins, all the evilness that my mind utters, and all the sadistic ideas I try to visualize.
There’s no tree or wall that can hide my identity.
The truth will always be unleashed...
Just me, chatting in so much rage w/ one of my...
Me: BETLOG NIYA PUGO! GAGO SIYA! ANG KAPAL NG MUKHA NIYA PARA MAGBITAW NG GANONG MGA SALITA?! BAKIT MAY NAITULONG NA SIYA?! ANAK SIYA NG DIABLO!
Phil: Chill ka lang. Hahahaha
Me: HINDI EH. MASUNOG MAN SIYA SA HARAP KO, MAKAKARAMDAM AKO NG KAPAYAPAAN. PUCHA SIYA. BUKAS TALAGA MAG-UUSAP KAMI.
Phil: Oh, baka sigawan mo na siya niyan ha!
Me: TANG INA NIYA. KAKAININ KO SIYA NG BUHAY
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WHY, TELL ME NOW! WHO FUCKING NEEDS YOU?!
“Quitting is always so much easier. Bahala kayo!”
➝ A tweet from my one and only irresponsible, boastful, ugly (both inside and out), self-centered, highly on pride, and man-bitch officer.
…And what made it more maddening is the fact that he spelled quitting to “quiting”. —-I just corrected that one up there because even words need justice.—-
It’s...
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Mond texted me
Mond: Sayang ka! Dapat pumasok ka na lang. Hindi nag-announce ng grades si Soriano (that's our Chinese history teacher), sa Friday na daw.
Me: We have field trip on Friday.
Mond: Oo nga no!!!
~Like A Boss~
~Victory is ours!~
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Alam mo, putang ina, kung mang-iiwan ka lang rin pala, pangatawanan mo na! Kasi may mga taong handa nang yumugto sa susunod na kabanata ng mga buhay nila, pero ikaw yung punyetang may biglaan pang pagbabalik at mangangalabit pa, sabay sabing “Kamusta ka na?”
PUTANG INA MO. NAKAKAPAGOD INTINDIHIN YANG TAKBO NG KOKOTE MO.
Just friends
We have both different life goals and priorities. Your schedule doesn’t meet mine. My efforts are mostly ignored by you, and your efforts are neglected by me. You like to go to parties while I rather stay at home and watch DVDs. I live amazingly with literature while you perceive the beauty of science. I’m a fan of Katy Perry and you go gaga over Taylor Swift. I’m a...
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You are enough.
I want to wake up beside you; knowing that the comfort I can handle within my hands is beside me. I hope it wouldn’t creep you out when you catch me staring more wholly than ever when you sleep. Every morning I will appreciate your being; from your honest lips, to your guiltless face; from your spectacular eyes, to your lovely soul.
And once you open your utterly perfect brown eyes, I...
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After seven months, we're now okay.
But the thing is, I’m afraid that my feelings might come rushing back to my veins once more…
I still have a thin wall placed between us so that every time you talk to me, it won’t be hard for me to walk away as soon as I’ve given my answers to your questions or a word to your statement.
I am not numb to be unaware that you’re also trying your best to smash my thin...
Have you ever felt like after all these years, you just noticed that you were with the wrong type of “friends” all along? It stings the heart. The pain feels so surreal yet definitely a fact that is being rubbed in your face.
I had a great morning yesterday, but it ended up as a sad Valentine’s Day for me.
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Free Hugs Thingy & Other Cases
Hi. ☺ I just got home from a family dinner @MOA. —-Wagyu beef will be one of my forever loves when it comes to authentic Japanese cuisine.—- Weeeee~
I didn’t know that there was a Tumblr FREE HUGS meet-up @MOA. I was approached by a number of people asking for hugs, but I didn’t hug any of them. I wanted to, but my mother might go into an intense blow when she sees me...
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You are the reason why I’m scared to give love a try. But this time, even though I’m unarmed, weak, and frightened, I’ll be fighting in the battlefield. No matter how much it might possibly hurt me, I will fight for what is real. And I do believe-more than enough- that I truly deserve you.
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Let us click, tweet, & giggle! ☺ →
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I want to live a simple life.
To be a reporter, columnist, DJ, teacher, journalist or a TV host would make me happy. It may seem shallow for some, but I see it as something big. It’s one of my dreams. No one dreams small; everyone dreams big. I do admit, I’ve heard people —-especially in my clan because I’m a Chinese—- say, “You won’t make a lot of money...
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#BeingAFemale I believe. . .
➝ Not everyone can put on red lipstick and serve its dignity/pride right; anyone can have some on their lips but not everyone can make it look how it’s supposed to look. Everyone can’t be fierce enough with a red lipstick.
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I just could never love you less.
Six years back, when I was still a bit naive and unconcerned about the things that happened around me, I met this boy who was my seat mate in Chinese class.
He was surprisingly talkative and funny as well. Why “surprisingly”? My first impression of him was unmoving and completely noiseless because during the first day up until the fifth day of classes, he treated me like air. Yes....
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Do you know Pepsi Paloma (Delia Smith)?
I should stop greeting your eyes back when they...
I cannot handle these feelings anymore.
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Sleeping;
the only escape from reality… yet I dream of you.
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Adorbz~
~A deceiving little doughnut covered with sprinkles of happy rainbow colors that looks like a dog but actually is a pig~
9gag moment:
Bibi: Can I spend the whole day disturbing you while you do your seemingly difficult and arduous assignments for school?
Me: OHMYYYYYY, ASDFGHJKL; YES YOU CANNNNNNNNN! :((((((((((((
Bibi is so adorbz. Cannot. Resist. Cuteness. :(
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BE A NINJA AND BRUTALLY KILL THE ONES WHO ABUSE...
I rarely (as in super rarely) check my Facebook. One of the exact and real reasons is because of seeing snapshots of puppies, kitties, or any other cute animals being abused terribly. And why do these people (THE ONES WHO TAKE THE PHOTOGRAPHS) only get shots of the sad, pitiful, and disturbing incident?! How could you just take photos and not take action?! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH! I hope...
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The innocent elephant
I think she's on her menstrual period that's why she is...
Friend: I feel bloated. I feel like my tummy is really huge, like a size of a volleyball and weighs like a bowling ball. God, I'm fat!
Boyfriend: *on Temple Run mode* You are not fat, hon.
Friend: I am! I am! *frustrated expression*
Boyfriend: You are not, okay.
Friend: Will you leave me if I become huge as an elephant?
Boyfriend: Mmmm... maybe.
Friend: Fuck you!
Boyfriend: *placed his iPhone on the desk* What?! You will not fit inside the house!
Friend: You are pathetic! Fuck you ultimately!
Boyfriend: If you will be as huge as an elephant, you will not fit in anywhere! Even in that shirt!
Friend: Fuck you! Fuck you! *grabs her bag*
Boyfriend: That's the truth if you become an elephant!
Friend: *walks away with her middle finger up on the air*
Boyfriend: *looks at me* What did I do?
Me: *shurgs* But you're gonna get it.
Boyfriend: Fuck that elephant!
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"Head officer? Parang hindi bagay sa personality...
That’s the sentence that has been lingering my mind ever since the moment I heard those words.
I don’t know what to feel.
Should I feel happy because being a core commander has an impression of being harsh, tough, snotty and spiteful… and he knows that I’m not that type of lady? Or should I be sad because it may mean that I’m not the right person who can fullfil her...
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What if the one who got away comes back?
February 3, 2012 (Friday)
I remember how much I wanted to talk to you about certain things back then, but you had a horrible attitude and you started pushing me away. I remember the nights I cried wishing for your presence and words to be my source of comfort and strength. I remember how countless of times I asked myself on why we were in no communicating patterns and what had actually happened.
...
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Words can go beyond even though emotions can't.
“I miss you.”
How many times have you ever heard someone utter those three bewildering words? How many times have those words ever confused your being? How many times did those three words play with your fragile little heart? How many times have you been fooled hearing those words from someone you thought did solemnly long for you?
Isn’t it ironic? —-How mainstream these...
Miss Core Commander
I got the highest cadet rank. Wooooo~
I just got elected as the head officer of the CATs. Woooo~ I am dying of my current sheer sarcasm and my future huge obligations. Absolutely mixed emotions right now.
“Ma’am, good morning Ma’am!”
Oh, my, god, I shall start tomorrow. HAHAHAHAHA
Maybe I do like you. . .
Hi. I know that you may see me as the most psychotic lady ever because I find the Blackberry sad emoticon so cute that I flood it to you nonstop. I also make inanimate objects seem alive when we talk about such; I like to think that they’re living things with feelings. I even say the craziest things a girl would actually never say to a guy. *facepalms* I have humiliated myself in front of...
Y'know, Feb 14
Friend: Viv, what is Valentine's Day in Filipino?
Me: Araw ng mga Puso
Friend: Eh, what's Mahal na Araw?
Me: ... Holy Week?
Friend: Mahal na Araw is actually a better Filipino term for Valentine's Day
Me: *nods*
*bro fist*
#TrueStory.
The Oreo talk~
Me: Ayoko yung white stuf sa Oreo.
Him: Masarap yung white! Ginagawa ko pa yung bola. Yung black, tapon!!!
Me: You are heartless *sad face* Wala kayang kwenta yung puti. It tastes like shit; sorry, but that's the most exact and qualifying description I can give to that white crap.
Him: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA KAYPAIT NG ITIM NUN! *laughs*
Me: Hindi kayaaaaaaaaa! Yung puti nun parang contaminated with grease and clay that pretends to be edible. Evil~
Him: Masarappppppp!!!!
Me: Noooooo! Yung white crap na yun = disgrace to the digestive system HAHAHAHAHAHA
Him: *laughs* Ipunin mo yung white, ako kakain.
Me: I eat the black ones and you eat the white ones. And we are racists.
Him: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Shit just got serious!!!
January 2012
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"Stay with me until it's over."
Bear with me until I have no more tears to shed. Lend me your arms when the world reveals all of my weaknesses. Hold my hand when even my own strength departs from my soul. Make me feel the certainty that even though the universe has already walked out on me, you’ll still be here, encouraging me through and through.
Forgive me if I may seem to be asking for too much, but just so you know,...
I rather sob at home.
You know what’s worse than feeling sick? It would be… feeling dumb.
Geometry dumbs me out every single time. I knew that I’d never excel in any topic that relates with geometry. I’m not visual enough to fucking prove this fucking angle and this fucking shape.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I loathe geometry more than I despise Chinese. #TrueStory
In Chinese, I can study it and...
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“I don’t want to stare at you anymore, you lovely human being.”
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I think that I won’t be a need in your life anymore, so even though you do try to communicate with me, I don’t give you any response. —- I don’t want to be in someone’s life only to be existing when needed. —- I never ever want to be anyone’s fall back friend.
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January 24, 2012
“Things will turn out well, eventually.” —- I’ve told myself this line a thousand times already whenever I feel the world has left me behind, whenever the people who were used to be there became missing, and whenever I have nothing else to hold on to, but my little puny shattered self.
If only I could type all the passion out of my sentiments, I would;...